Sunday, March 31, 2019

Blind Man's Bluff


4th Sunday of Lent (Scrutiny)

Are you a sinner or are you someone who sins?

One of our catechists asked that question of our RCIA class a couple weeks ago. It was one of those questions that caused everyone to pause a second, think about it, and then say “Hmmm”. It wasn’t as simple as it sounded. What was she getting at? Of course we’re all sinners, right? Isn’t that a core Christian belief?

But this question stopped us in our tracks. Most of the class answered at first that we are sinners. Isn’t that what original sin is all about? But then the whole mercy thing kicked in, and they started waffling. Being a sinner is a definition of who we are. Being someone who sins seems more like something outside of ourselves. It is something I do, not who I am. I think it gets to the core of what you think sin is and how you view yourself. No, it’s really about how God views you.

What is your image of how you were created? Were you created bad and in need of saving, or were you created good but you make bad decisions and are in need of forgiveness? The first image is sort of fatalistic. You’re condemned before you’re even born. You were created in sin, and you are basically evil. Martin Luther wrote, “Conceived in sorrow and corruption, the child sins in his mother’s womb”, and he described the human soul as a pile of dung that is covered by a blanket of snow. On the outside we may look pure, but deep inside we’re really…well, you know.

The Catholic view of humanity is that while we are fallen, we are not worthless excrement. Rather, we have great value. Our God values us so much he died to conquer our sinfulness. As St. Paul wrote in the letter to the Romans,

“Just as through one man’s disobedience

all became sinners,

so through one man’s obedience

all shall become just.”



God doesn’t create anything evil, but because he has given us free will we sin. It may seem like a subtle distinction, but I think it means a lot. One image I think is a positive, hopeful view of human nature and the other is a negative, destructive image of human nature, one that has caused great suffering in the world. We see both images at play in today’s gospel.

The Pharisees believed, as did all Jews at the time, that prosperity, good health and good fortune were signs that a person was righteous. Conversely, if you were sick or poor or suffered misfortune it was because you were a sinner. This was especially true if you had some serious disease like leprosy or a major disability like blindness or deafness. And in the case of someone born disabled, the thinking was that since a baby really couldn’t be held responsible for their affliction, it must have been because of the sins of the parents. And if the child continued in their affliction, the sins of the parents lived on in them.

The blind man could not enter the temple. Everybody said he shouldn’t be there, and he himself thought he shouldn’t be there. He also thought he was unworthy to be in the presence of God, because he was a sinner. He was reduced to begging at the door. The people who passed him every day saw him as unworthy, beneath them, worthless to God and man. And so he saw himself as unworthy and worthless. How could he ever become worthy? How could he ever come in out of the darkness and be included among the seeing?



And the self-righteous people, the good church going folks who had it all together shunned and avoided the unrighteous. Publicly. Just like today.

What is sin today? Do we even see it anymore? It is topsy turvy. Many actions that are sinful are socially acceptable and to be lauded and what does not conform to the conventional wisdom is considered sin. The modern day Pharisees are the self-righteous who condemn people because of the groups they do or don’t belong to. Just as the Pharisees condemned the blind man as a sinner because of his affliction, so today we condemn people because of their affiliation. We shun the “sinners” who are not the same color as us, who don’t have as much money as we do, who don’t share our religious or political views. We paint entire groups of people as evil because they’re different from us, and we do it in the most humiliating and vicious and public ways imaginable. If you disagree with me, you are not just mistaken, you are evil. All you have to do is check out the comment boxes on social media to see that this is true.

Non-conformity has become sinful, and real sin is misunderstood or ignored.

Sin is a reality. We must recognize and acknowledge that sin is real, that it affects all of us, even the sins we do not commit ourselves. Then we must acknowledge that we ourselves sin. This may seem a silly thing to say, but I believe that there are millions of people in the world today who do not believe in sin, that right and wrong depend on what the individual person thinks is or isn’t wrong. There are no moral absolutes, no objective evil, just the individual will.

And on the other side, there are many people who feel so guilty when they sin that they actually believe they are unforgivable. Their sense of their sinfulness has become a crushing burden. We can be both blind to our sin and blind to the mercy of God that frees us from sin.

We must have a balanced sense of sin, both in our individual lives and in society. If we refuse to believe we sin, we will be destroyed. If we allow ourselves to be overwhelmed by our sinfulness, we will be destroyed. We must not be so blind to our own sinfulness that we think everything we do is ok and yet not be so discouraged by our sin that we feel worthless, helpless, and lose hope in God’s mercy.

We must always live in the hope of our redemption. We sin, yet we are still very much valued and loved by God. We need to focus not on our failures, but on God’s mercy. The hopeless have no desire to change. We must confront our sinfulness with the resolve to be better than we sometimes are.

Jesus did not see the man born blind as someone steeped in sin from his birth and therefore without hope of salvation. He saw his very purpose in being born to be for the glory of God. And he physically cured the man without even addressing his sinfulness. He actually turned the beliefs of the Pharisees against them by removing the very thing that they thought made the man a sinner. He cured his blindness. The Pharisees could no longer claim that the man was a sinner because he had been made whole. And the blind man began to see himself differently, too. Jesus exploded their entire world view and reversed their situations. The blind could see and the seeing remained blind.

Jesus has the power to cure the body and the soul. Physical afflictions do not make us sinners. Our own choices do that. But Jesus forgives us our sins. He does not see us as inherently bad people; he sees us as good with infinite potential but in need of forgiveness because we choose to sin. He saw the goodness in the blind man as a son of God. He showed him great mercy. He sees the same in us and offers us the same mercy.

This morning we will be celebrating the second scrutiny with our elect and candidates preparing for the sacraments of initiation at the Easter Vigil. It is good that we all scrutinize our lives along with them, to acknowledge that we have sinned and accept the forgiving love of God that continually calls us all to conversion. I now call forward our elect and candidates along with their godparents and sponsors to the foot of the altar.

Sunday, March 24, 2019

Fallling in Love


3rd Sunday of Lent (Scrutiny)

Falling in love with Jesus



This is a love story.

This is the story of all of us, but in particular, it is the story of our catechumens with us today who have been searching, praying, and drawing closer to Jesus these past several months. And that is why we have read these readings today, because we have our catechumens present. At all the other Masses today we will hear different readings, but the Church says we must read these readings today, for them to hear, because they are nearing the completion of this stage of their faith journey, to enter fully into the life and love of Jesus in his Church through baptism, confirmation and first eucharist at the Easter Vigil.

Many people think that the RCIA program is all about knowledge, all about learning about the Catholic Church, and partly it is. But mostly, it is about falling in love. There are lots of people who have knowledge of the Church and its teachings, but not a lot of us are actually in love with it. There are lots of people who have a rudimentary knowledge of Jesus, but not a lot of us are actually in love with Him. Because knowledge is not enough.

Unless we move beyond just knowledge to love, our faith will never be fulfilled. It is through reason that we understand with the head. It is through prayer and contemplation and worship that we understand with the heart. If all you have is book learning then your faith has no motivation. If all you have is emotion, your faith has no roots. It is like the person Jesus said builds his house on sand. When trials and tribulations blow there is no conviction there to keep it from being torn down.

This fact is being borne out today. According to newly released General Social Survey data, the percentage of Americans who don’t affiliate with any specific religious tradition is now roughly the same as those who identify as evangelical or Catholic. About 23% of Americans claim to be Catholic, and Americans claiming “no religion” now represent about 23.1 percent of the population, up from 21.6 percent in 2016. The key finding is that these people are leaving not to join another church community, but to leave and profess nothing. And the losses are coming from the mainline Christian churches, of which the Catholic Church is the largest.



People don’t leave what they love.

Just like there are stages of grief, there are stages of love. And the woman at the well goes through all of them. This seems almost like a sparring match, sort of like an old Doris Day/Rock Hudson movie. There’s a chemistry between Jesus and the woman, a reaching out, a pushing back, and gradually the woman comes closer to Jesus who is calling her to conversion.

First there is a connection. Sometimes it’s a strong attraction and sometimes it’s tentative. This is followed by a mutual give and take where both people reveal things about themselves over time. This either leads to a stronger attraction and more revelation that leads to knowledge of the other, and a growing sense of trust. Only after trust is established can love truly happen.

The woman at the well came to love Jesus only after he “told me everything I have ever done”. But that was not what turned her heart. Everyone in her village knew her past. It was the fact that even though he had such intimate knowledge of her and her life, he did not judge her for it like her neighbors did. Instead, he offered her eternal life. How liberating that must have felt for someone who felt so ostracized and worthless that she had to go to the well in the middle of the hot day, when no other people were expected to be there! Jesus gave her back her dignity. He spoke to her when he wasn’t supposed to. He conversed with her as an equal, without looking down on her. And he offered her himself, the life-giving water that would change her life forever.

And like anyone who has fallen in love, she ran and told everyone about it. She told her neighbors who had totally ostracized her that she had found the messiah, and she was compelled to bring them to him. How much courage that must have taken! But people in love do great acts of courage without thought sometimes, without considering the consequences.

We are all the woman at the well. We all have a past that includes things we aren’t particularly proud of. We all have sinned and have felt the worthlessness sin can bring. And we have all encountered Jesus in some way or other. Some of us have moved our relationship with him to another level, to the level of trust. Some of us have gone all the way to love. We have fallen in love with Jesus. And 23 percent of us have not and say we have no belief.

This morning we are celebrating the first scrutiny for our catechumens. There will be two more in the weeks to come. They’re not here to bare their souls to anyone, and we’re not here to scrutinize them. They have been scrutinizing themselves for a long time, and today we’re here to accept them as they are, just as Jesus accepts them for who they are. Just as he accepted the woman at the well.

We will share with them the statement of our beliefs. We will profess once again the truths that have been revealed to us by God himself, the truths that make us Christian, the truths that bind us together, the truths that lead us to love of God and of one another, the truths that lead us to eternal life.

The woman at the well was faithful to her understanding of her beliefs, but that alone would not ensure her salvation. It was not until she had a conversation with her God, one to one, face to face, did she begin to understand. And that conversation was brutal and honest. It brought into the light what had been going on in the darkness. We are all called by Jesus to that conversation. Our catechumens even more so. But that conversation should not be something to fear; it is necessary to remove the barriers we have set up to loving God. Just as we must move from knowledge to trust to love of God, we need to confront our own selves with all our imperfections, if we can allow ourselves to trust, if we can allow ourselves to be loved.